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Veteran
1) 5) Most importantly, you seem to be missing any joy in your life. Every post is a complaint or criticism. I really hope some day you'll find something in life you can appreciate and talk positively about. Maybe, if you're not finding it in gaming tech, you should try something completely different? Dance is a fabulously rewarding combination of music and athleticism and a great way to meet hobby. You may find discussion about the latest dancewear or shoe developments from Freed or Bloc to be more rewarding than this negative cycle of lamenting how everything Sony does is hopeless and rubbish. Or, if not dance, how about textile arts? the range of techniques and results is fascinating! If you are more cerebral, perhaps take up reading of cultural books to develop an awareness of human progress across time and geograhpy. Or maybe try getting into photography and creative imagery. There are lots of things out there to try and you're bound to find something that ignites you with enthusiasm and gets you smiling. Just don't give up and keep on looking!
Most inspiring thing I've read this week!