I have my own company, only myself left, and I don't even make enough money anymore to pay the rent. My former companions cancelled all deals when I told them I wasn't going to help customers anymore as long as they wouldn't start paying my bills at last. (Ten months due.) And I seem to have lost all those customers at the same time. Not that I asked any of them, they just told me so.
I'm quite stupid, ain't I? I feel like it. I trusted them. Multiple times. Stupid me. NEVER trust commercial people to be honest to you. I have to demand, arrange and manage things myself from the start instead and stick to them. If I could. I think I'm a pretty good leader, but a very bad manager. All my friends agree to that.
Anyway, I don't feel like making a nuisance of myself and taking legal action (my accountant told me the contracts I had were void anyway), so what am I going to do next? I asked around for a job, but it seems nobody wants to hire me. They all know me by now it seems, even the ones I never met. I think I'm quite famous around here, but probably not the way I would want to be. I really have the idea they think that, while I'm very capable, I create and solve too many problems without their approval. They don't like that. They just want someone who isn't too bright and will happily do whatever they tell him to, even if it makes no sense.
What I can do: just about anything in IT, really. Seen it, done it all. From designing and making PCB's, microcontroller applications, special purpose computers, designing, building and managing networks, programming in any current language, workflow integration and support (applications, mostly), websites, ERP, systems management, workplace management, project leadership for any size of project (but not project management!), and most of everything else as well.
If you want something done, if it has to work well, ask me and I'll take care of it. I've proven that many times. And when it's done, most often they fire me or ask me to go and look for something else. Too many irritated people (managers, mostly) around. None of them care if it works, only that you do whatever they tell you to. I'm very good at what I do, but not very politically correct. Just very straightforward, capable and honest. Most of my former co-workers got the best end of the deal.
So. I really don't know what to do. Ideas?
I'm quite stupid, ain't I? I feel like it. I trusted them. Multiple times. Stupid me. NEVER trust commercial people to be honest to you. I have to demand, arrange and manage things myself from the start instead and stick to them. If I could. I think I'm a pretty good leader, but a very bad manager. All my friends agree to that.
Anyway, I don't feel like making a nuisance of myself and taking legal action (my accountant told me the contracts I had were void anyway), so what am I going to do next? I asked around for a job, but it seems nobody wants to hire me. They all know me by now it seems, even the ones I never met. I think I'm quite famous around here, but probably not the way I would want to be. I really have the idea they think that, while I'm very capable, I create and solve too many problems without their approval. They don't like that. They just want someone who isn't too bright and will happily do whatever they tell him to, even if it makes no sense.
What I can do: just about anything in IT, really. Seen it, done it all. From designing and making PCB's, microcontroller applications, special purpose computers, designing, building and managing networks, programming in any current language, workflow integration and support (applications, mostly), websites, ERP, systems management, workplace management, project leadership for any size of project (but not project management!), and most of everything else as well.
If you want something done, if it has to work well, ask me and I'll take care of it. I've proven that many times. And when it's done, most often they fire me or ask me to go and look for something else. Too many irritated people (managers, mostly) around. None of them care if it works, only that you do whatever they tell you to. I'm very good at what I do, but not very politically correct. Just very straightforward, capable and honest. Most of my former co-workers got the best end of the deal.
So. I really don't know what to do. Ideas?